EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED....

I didn’t expect that it would happen and I didn’t wish it to happen for some reasons. Though there’s nothing wrong with it, I’m still afraid for it to come about AGAIN. I know it’s just normal for me to experience that but I can’t believe that I would experience it. I hope, it will not happen again because I really don’t know what to do after. People won’t believe if I’ll tell them, “IT’S NOTHING”... though it is.

(September 22) My week started with a tiring morning. Just imagine cleaning alone at the trashy park. My group mate whom I expect to be with me was late. Haha! The whole day, happened fast. I could not remember anything not ordinary happened except during dismissal time. When I was walking toward the bus, my cousin called me and said that I was “lagot”. But why? I can’t remember anything I’ve done wrong. After I passed their bus, my classmate together with her service mates once again caught my attention and called me with a different name. Hmmm... I’ve figured it. They were wrong...

(September 23) Tuesday... Fourth years were having their career orientation in Tagaytay. My usual companion in going home was not there, of course. During the afternoon, I was waiting outside the school for the bus. There was no bus passing until the last students who left the school were gone, I was still there waiting alone. It was a little bit dark already. Hayyyy... If only it was the same as last year, I will not go home late ALONE. By the way, I was able to ask Sheila about the name they called me the previous day. It was a big “NO”. There was news scattering about me in fourth years. Promise, it was all “Chismis”...

(September 24) Fourth years are back. After our Statistics, one of my classmates asked me to go with her. Of course, I went with her. I was wondering why she kept on controlling our way going to the room. She passed a different way. I guessed. I acted as if I didn’t know anything. I wanted to disappear that moment. Every one in that room, I think, knew about it. After that, I didn’t utter any word. I was shocked. Why there? Why that time? I didn’t ask anything but why I received something. Huh! Okay. Someone from the other section saw it, too. She went toward me and said, “I told you.” Suddenly, everything stopped. Hmmm... I don’t know what to do with that thing I was holding... Good thing because in the afternoon, Ma’am Arlyn and I went to Trece. We had the orientation with accordance to the Children’s Month this October. I saw there my former classmate, Charisse. She was my classmate in fifth grade but she wasn’t able to complete the whole school year because her family migrate. (September 26) HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJAE!!! I was just happy for her speciall day. Sadly, I wasn’t able to join them eating PIZZA...hAHAHA! Good thing was she saved a slice for me. Thanks Ajae!