Monday, September 22, 2008

A teacher, a friend, the person behind my sorrows and laughs. She was the first person whom I knew, I saw and became my friend when I gained conciousness. She was my first teacher ever. She taught me how to walk, to talk, to know the things aruond me and to understand what's happening in the surrounding. She helped me face the reality in this world.

A friend. Whenever I have problems, she was there to cheer me up and after, giving me advise. I know she'sscolding me sometimes but I know, she's doing it for my own advantage. She loves me so much, I can feel it.

A strong person. Evry one would cherish her strong personality- specially me caan recognize it. I can still remember, she was hurt of protecting us. For the reason of her love to us, she sacrificed her feelings.

I'm very glad I have her in my life. She's the reason of my existence in this world. Now, because of her personality, because of her love, because of what she is, I am now an almost complete human. I can share people her big part into my life. Speacially, she was the one who taught me how to call on God in times of hardships and happiness. The person behind my back, the person I am proud of, I love you, MAMA.
September 1-7
Material gifts are not important. All I want is your presence. I’m thankful for you have remembered one of my special days.
Honestly speaking, I’m not expecting that this day would be a speacial day. I alreay conditioned myself that it would just be an ordinary day. At home, of course, it’s just an ordinary morning when I woke up. No greetings from my mother nor my brother and my sister.Hayyy. They forget about my birthday. While riding on the tricycle going to school, I’m with my seatmate (my last year’s penpal) in the room. She forgot, too. At school, I met my bestfriend (my bestfriend for nine years) together with her groupmates in cleaning. I thought she would be the first one who’ll greet me but she didn’t even say “Hi”. But I’m not after she greeted me, I’m after she remembered her bestfriend’s birthday.
Three Nitronz room... Aaron welcomed me with a greeting, followed by the Jewel Sis. I’m touched to the jewel sis because it was since yesterday that they were greeting me. Hayyyyy... After cleaning our parks, that was the only time my bestfriend greeted me. She heard my classmates greeting me, eh, that's why.. Hehehe...Joke only.. Peace...(But I think, that was true.hehe)

During Physics time, I went to II-Hydrogen room to get the seatwork for the subject period. Ma'am Tenny was their teacher that time. Ma'am let me go inside the room. I didn't expect that the section will sing a birthday song, so I huriedly went out the room. I just asked Ma'am to tell me that seatwork through the window but Ma'am refused. And so, I was forced to go back to the room. Once again, they sang song. Before I left teh room, they asked me to have a speech. All I was able to say was "THANK YOU".... (Thank you III-Hydrogen!)
During and after our English time, it was full of "pangangantyaw" of Ma'am. Hehehe.. And there. I just acted as if I was not hearing anything. Hahaha!!! I was shy, I wasn't able to treat my classmates even snacks.


September 8-13
I’m just wondering. Why are there people who are lazy? I can say, people who are not cleaning... I know it was very shallow. But my point is, we’ve been staying in the school for three years now and don’t they still know their responsibilities? Sometimes, I am asking myself why I am cleaning alone at our park. I have my groupmates but I’m tired of telling them “hey, let’s...” because their response will just be “yes, you go ahead”, (and they won’t follow) or no response at all (like talking to the air). Can someone answer my question, please?

I MISSED YOU!!
Five months were not that long but for someone who’s longing for her close friend, it’s like a year. Texting was not enough to say “kamusta” and let her feel that you’re missing her so much. I was just SOOOO happy that I saw her again. September 12 would be a memorable day for me. At last, after almost half a year of not seeing ate anshe, she visited in school. The night before it, I texted her if she could pursue on going to the school. I was waiting or her reply but instead of an SMS, she phoned me. Hayyyyy... I missed the voice of my sister. Back to twelve. After our Analytic Geom long test, my hands became cold and my heart beat fast. I’m excited to see ate anshe again. There it was. While looking at the entrance of the school, I noticed a girl with short hair. I knew it was her. I ran fast towards her and she ran as well. We hugged each other tight. I accompanied her visiting the school teachers and we sat beside each other at the bus in going home. For remembrance, we took pictures while in the bus. Hahaha!

BETTER LATE THAN NEVER

September 15-17
I had my second chance. I must not waste it. If I tried my best before, I think, I must try harder to succeed this time. I don’t want to disappoint my parents again. I have convinced myself to change a lot. I think, I’m doing the right thing now. I want to prove them that if I was able to succeed for the past years, I can still do it now.

P.T. 2.1
Good for me that I was exempted in Physics. At least, the subjects I reviewed were lessened. The only problem was Chemistry. When I got the test in Chem, I thank God because it was easier compared to before. In MAPEH, no more memorizations in Music for we didn’t have test in Music. I just focused more on dance steps and Arts. But oh my goodness! The one I memorized in PE, the dance steps, were all messed up! The dance steps and their names were jumbled in my head! Hayyyyy.... Analytic Geom and Math... My two favorite subjects. I can’t say anything about them. Advanced Statistics came with somewhat easy exam but I’m a hundred per cent sure that I have mistakes. Haha!

TWO-DAY HALF-DAY
As usual, were half day in the first day of PT. I’ll share my second day of PT. It was as if I didn’t have my non-classes afternoon. I stayed in school to work for the school paper. Lucky for me that the exams were all done except the English which will be taken on the last day of weekdays.

NUCTURNAL
I went to computer shop around 7:45 to search for the plot summary of our movie review since I want to REFRESH my mind on the events in the film we’ve watched for weeks ago. I just stayed there for one hour. Actually, searching the summary was not the only thing I did there. I visited my profile in FS, our family’s profile, and my email. I just realized... I haven’t opened my profile for long weeks then. When I read the comments, those are still last month’s. Aside from it, people invited me to add them as friends were many already. That night, I saw one person who added me that I think related to what my other friend have told me. (Don’t mind the things I’m saying. It’s only me who can relate to it. No other person. Hahaha!) I arrived home nearly nine o’clock. I started doing the project. I was inspired to do my project that I was able to finish it at 2 am. Hahaha! Guessed it? A nocturnal girl- that was the name given to me by one of my friends who graduated recently.